I am a little late on the Holiday blog wishing.
I am really happy that it's over and I now have 3 months to be tortured by the cold. We got hit with a nice winter blizzard yesterday. I don't mind the snow. It's my excuse to do absolutely nothing. I am getting very organized around the house. The perfect time to clean out closets and drawers.
I had a great Christmas and spent the day making it disappear. I was able to get all the ornaments away. I want my house back to normal.
I am still dealing with the same old issues that I have been for years now. I have my surgical date set for January 21st. It would have been sooner, but Paul and I had to make some difficult decisions before I went forward. I changed the date three times!
I am getting tired of these horrible tumors!
It's almost a New Year. I am looking forward to the great things that will be happening. Hoping and praying that something health wise will change.
Winter Hugs
Michelle
Monday, December 27, 2010
Monday, December 13, 2010
Fortune
"Happy news is on it's way to you" ~Fortune cookie 2010
As luck has it, I do have to endure another surgery at some point in the next few weeks. But, things have been balancing out quite nicely in my life. I have the emotions and sadness of another fight ahead, and my dreams of becoming a mother have been visible every single day. I finally wake up with a huge smile on my face knowing every moment we are one step closer.
Paul and I are ecstatic moving into 2011. Our Happy news is coming!
I am still doing my energy work & meditation. It really helps in so many ways.
I have an adorable Christmas Picture this year of Bandit in her Santa hat. She struggled for a while to get it off...poor dog! I'll post it.
Peace
As luck has it, I do have to endure another surgery at some point in the next few weeks. But, things have been balancing out quite nicely in my life. I have the emotions and sadness of another fight ahead, and my dreams of becoming a mother have been visible every single day. I finally wake up with a huge smile on my face knowing every moment we are one step closer.
Paul and I are ecstatic moving into 2011. Our Happy news is coming!
I am still doing my energy work & meditation. It really helps in so many ways.
I have an adorable Christmas Picture this year of Bandit in her Santa hat. She struggled for a while to get it off...poor dog! I'll post it.
Peace
Sunday, November 28, 2010
No Turkey for me this year!
Happy " A little late" Thanskgiving to All
I hope everyone had a peaceful day and filled themselves to the brim with a delicious meal. I didn't even have one piece of Turkey! I asked my Dad to Pardon his this year...poor thing.
Paul and I have so much to be thankful for this year. Everyday has been a gift.
Now we start the Holiday shopping!
I am going to make a list this year and give myself a budget. I try this every year and I fail to follow my own directions. We are really just buying for the kid, it is not that hard.
I just end up shopping for myself. I see glitter and sparkle and I can't contain myself!
I am off now to go pick up a few things. I am making Paul come with me. He can help shop and control me in some way!
Hugs,
Michelle
I hope everyone had a peaceful day and filled themselves to the brim with a delicious meal. I didn't even have one piece of Turkey! I asked my Dad to Pardon his this year...poor thing.
Paul and I have so much to be thankful for this year. Everyday has been a gift.
Now we start the Holiday shopping!
I am going to make a list this year and give myself a budget. I try this every year and I fail to follow my own directions. We are really just buying for the kid, it is not that hard.
I just end up shopping for myself. I see glitter and sparkle and I can't contain myself!
I am off now to go pick up a few things. I am making Paul come with me. He can help shop and control me in some way!
Hugs,
Michelle
Monday, November 8, 2010
Paul and I had the greatest trip out west. We got to see our precious new twin nieces. Paul was a natural holding them. It was wonderful. Our 6 year old niece Olive is beautiful. She has grown up to be an amazing little girl. I loved spending every minute with her.
We then headed to San Fransisco for a few days and then moved along to Napa. We spent time with some many wonderful friends. I am learning more and more about the West coast and hope one day I can get Paul to move. Nance...you have to help me with this one.
On another note.
I really beleive when you shed bad energy from your life, you let more positive in. Maybe it's that I started to look for the good things in my day instead of the the bad stuff. That might be the key.
I went to a scan in the city on Thursday and waited for hours. Long story short...The kid at the desk was a jerk, trama patients take priority ( I was one of those once) and I waited hours for a scan that never happened. It was a train ride, a trip to the hospital and dinner with a great friend. All in all, it wasn't a big deal that I rescheduled my scan. I promised myself to not let those things bother me. I promised to not let mean people bother me. It was just a long day.
I am so much happier letting things roll off my shoulders. It's eisier than harvesting negative-ness.
So many wonderful things are happening around me right now and I am honestly floating through my days.
I do have a lymph node that I need to remove. I am getting things done to make that happen. I am just enjoying the happy moments in my life.
Enjoy the good things today and tomorrow.
We then headed to San Fransisco for a few days and then moved along to Napa. We spent time with some many wonderful friends. I am learning more and more about the West coast and hope one day I can get Paul to move. Nance...you have to help me with this one.
On another note.
I really beleive when you shed bad energy from your life, you let more positive in. Maybe it's that I started to look for the good things in my day instead of the the bad stuff. That might be the key.
I went to a scan in the city on Thursday and waited for hours. Long story short...The kid at the desk was a jerk, trama patients take priority ( I was one of those once) and I waited hours for a scan that never happened. It was a train ride, a trip to the hospital and dinner with a great friend. All in all, it wasn't a big deal that I rescheduled my scan. I promised myself to not let those things bother me. I promised to not let mean people bother me. It was just a long day.
I am so much happier letting things roll off my shoulders. It's eisier than harvesting negative-ness.
So many wonderful things are happening around me right now and I am honestly floating through my days.
I do have a lymph node that I need to remove. I am getting things done to make that happen. I am just enjoying the happy moments in my life.
Enjoy the good things today and tomorrow.
Monday, September 27, 2010
Tornado and Scans
Good Evening
I was just going to bed and realized that I haven't blogged and so much has happened in the past two weeks. I guess I will just sum it up in a few lines. It's a very long story.
Thursday I went into MSkcc for my Brain ( maybe a blood clot headache mystery) Mri and a Tornado touched down in Queens. So I stayed in the city with some friends and Friday I ventured back to the hospital for 2 more Mri's. It was a fun filled two days!
Saturday, I supported a fantastic friend and slept in a Tent with 10 other girls! It was great and I had so much fun. The weather was perfect for a beach party and sleep over. A memory I will never forget!
It's been a very exhausting week. I have had so much on my plate. I spend my mornings on the phone returning Dr's calls. I am looking under every rock for anything new about Sarcoma. There has to be more out in the clinical Hospital world. I just want to make sure that this drug is really "It" for me.
On another note:
I just want some peace in my day to day. I am letting go of some negative-ness that has blocked my spirit this past week. It's now removed from my body and flying somewhere else. I am starting to clean up the house, frienships and my body of just crap that holds me down. It's nice to be clean!
Results:
My scans came back good and I don't have a blood clot! Lot's of scar tissue from the last surgery. They are still not sure what's causing the headaches. I have now had one for three days. The lymph node on my neck showed up on the scan. It's on the right side located near the one he removed last summer. Pray that it stays in it's comfy spot and doesn't travel. I don't know when I would even remove it. I couldn't imagine going in for another surgery. I am hoping this drug works.
Michelle
I was just going to bed and realized that I haven't blogged and so much has happened in the past two weeks. I guess I will just sum it up in a few lines. It's a very long story.
Thursday I went into MSkcc for my Brain ( maybe a blood clot headache mystery) Mri and a Tornado touched down in Queens. So I stayed in the city with some friends and Friday I ventured back to the hospital for 2 more Mri's. It was a fun filled two days!
Saturday, I supported a fantastic friend and slept in a Tent with 10 other girls! It was great and I had so much fun. The weather was perfect for a beach party and sleep over. A memory I will never forget!
It's been a very exhausting week. I have had so much on my plate. I spend my mornings on the phone returning Dr's calls. I am looking under every rock for anything new about Sarcoma. There has to be more out in the clinical Hospital world. I just want to make sure that this drug is really "It" for me.
On another note:
I just want some peace in my day to day. I am letting go of some negative-ness that has blocked my spirit this past week. It's now removed from my body and flying somewhere else. I am starting to clean up the house, frienships and my body of just crap that holds me down. It's nice to be clean!
Results:
My scans came back good and I don't have a blood clot! Lot's of scar tissue from the last surgery. They are still not sure what's causing the headaches. I have now had one for three days. The lymph node on my neck showed up on the scan. It's on the right side located near the one he removed last summer. Pray that it stays in it's comfy spot and doesn't travel. I don't know when I would even remove it. I couldn't imagine going in for another surgery. I am hoping this drug works.
Michelle
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