Paul said it perfectly, "You are upset because you have lived a normal life since February"

I took one look at the hospital gown, the port in my arm and started balling my eyes out.
Over & over in my head I kept thinking, I don't want to be here. I don't want bad news, I don't want my life to change again....I don't want to add another page to my Hospital journey scrapbook. I have a weekend + 2 days to go.

I use to find it funny that I new every hallway, every floor of the hospitals. I know which floors have the hot chocolate machines! One time we were waiting to see Dr Maki and the machine was broken. People were standing around holding empty coffee cups. I said," Hey, let's take the elevator up to 8 and get it! I know they have a mocha latte's too!" I crowded in an elevator with a few people and we rode it up to coffee heaven.

I am taking a very deep breathe and look forward to a beautiful weekend.

Hugs, love and many smooches!

Cowgirls and Sunblock

I realized that I haven't blogged in a while. I've been busy enjoying the outdoors.

Paul and I got our garden in and it has grown so much. I already have tomatoes. They are green..but growing. I think we put in eight tomato plants, one eggplant, two cucumbers, string beans, herbs...and peppers. I love watching everything grow. I'm going to have a wonderful salad in a few weeks.
I've been playing a ton of tennis and getting so much better. I look so darn cute in the skirts....how could I not play! Tom and I are proud to say that about two weeks ago we kicked butt on the courts against the sacksteins! Sorry di! Keep practicing Princess!

Last Friday was cowgirl night at dance.  I've been pushing the cowboy theme for a long time. I Love boots! I Love cowboys too!
Kristen is a tropper..she totally rocked the dance floor dancing her two-step! I owe you darling!

My aunt diane has been having ceizures. Diane is 51 with down syndrome. I'm with her now hanging out. She just had a big bowl of ice cream and is looking at me with puppy eyes for more. I bribe her constantly. Have a glass of water ( does not like water) and I'll give you a muffin. She  LOVES blueberry muffins. I'm surprised that she hasn't turned into one.

I'll post some great pictures of us cowgirls.

I'm feeling really good. I have my scans tomorrow in the city...53rd street if anyone is going to be around. I'll be the girl pacing on the 8th floor :)
Next Tuesday I will get the results....please keep your fingers crossed. It's going to be a long weekend. I already have an upset tummy thinking about it.

I giggle when I look in the mirror. My body is golden brown and my face and neck is pale white!  Sunblock...it's hot out there! I am scared to tan my scars on my neck. And...I started to get my sun-stache! It's a mustache that comes out when I am too tan. No really...it's there! I wear zinc on my upper lip. I look like an idiot!

Rock the Cowboy-girl boots and please protect the stache from too much sun!

Yee-Haw!