I hate this feeling that's turning my stomach. I hate surgery and I hate cancer.
Friday, October 23, 2009
I'm use to the surgery process...especially the mental part. I just hate going through the emotions. I especially hate when the shock becomes anger. Because, I know the next step is sadness & fear. Yesterday I was still upset. Today, I can feel it welling up in me. A huge ball of tears that will land me with puffy eyes all day. I can feel it breaking me down inside. This is the part that I hate. The worst part is that I have a whole week before surgery.
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I hate cancer too Michelle, with a passion. I hate seeing people throw their lives away with drugs or alcohol or whatever vice and then seeing you fighting so hard for it. I love you and pray for you sooooo many times a day. And carry your burden with you always. I'm sorry - I wish I could partner up with Chuck Norris and kick Cancer in it's ugly ass. ;-/
Love you,
Jess-Jess
Thinking of you ...
Hello Michelle!
I wanted to let you know about an interesting cancer blog a group of cancer patients have been working on.
A fellow tongue cancer patient was sent home to die. There was nothing more that can be done. Cancer survivors ask him life altering questions.
Please read: Dead Man Talking http://beyondtheglassdoor.blogspot.com
Peace B
Just ran across you blog Michelle and wish you the best! I top have had clinical trials and now out of country doing the pcp i loved from your site....i wish you the best and will add you to my blog roll...
steve
http://www.renalcarcinoid.com/
Michelle!
You are an amazing woman. You have been through so much and yet you still have a great attitude. You know this is just a bump and you'll come out of this even stronger. You are an inspiration...go kick some cancer ass!
Peace B
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