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Hello my Texan friend, Welcome.
Tomorrow afternoon will be my first of six appointments that will continue over the next two weeks for the IGR.
Nervous, petrified, alone....scared....just a few words. I am scared to death. I just want a hug.
I thought I would be happy that the day arrived. I don't even want to go. I know I will start walking through the halls and try to turn back. I am only doing this because I have pain and I want some relief.
I am tired of pain patches, medication and heartburn!
I taking a break after this and letting my body heal. I know I will get mixed reviews from friends and Family. I am exhausted! My bones, muscle.....every inch of me is screaming for a break. Back to back radiation is not good for my body. It can take years to recover.
I have been on a constant,"Lets kick Michelle down and beat the crap out of her pretty little body). I am sick of everyone saying I look great!
Look inside.. I am a HOT MESS. This is what I told Dr. Maki yesterday when my chart said diagnosis was Sarcoma. HOT MESS with a side of Sarcoma!
Wish me luck
Love a nice pretty girl who is a HOT MESS!