Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Surgery # ?

 Surgery # ? ( I have to figure that out) 
Friday, June 12th 2009

That is my surgery date. I will stay in for a day or two. I know you think I am crazy, but I actually enjoy the hospital. It will give me a day to rest and come out of my comatose sleepy state before I venture home. 
I asked Doc  to please take out another tumor while he was at it. He was hesitant to say yes, but after a while said it would be o.k. He will have to make a bigger incision. I just think the more I can pop out the better. Isn't it great that I think it's just so easy to pop them out. Wish it was that simple.  The tumor is already getting bigger. I wonder what happened. I still can't figure out why all of the sudden they started growing again. Was the 12 weeks of Brivanib working? What was it? I get frustrated trying to think about what changed. Where is the miracle cure?

My next 2 weeks will be filled with juicing, cleansing and eating really well. I heal so well and want to be in great shape going into this surgery. I know that my stomach will be the worst. 

Please say loving healing prayers for my friend Adina. She is the sweetest and has been on an incredible journey. She just ended the Brivanib too and is starting a new drug. Love you Adina.

Thanks friendly bloggers.

Hugs & cleansing,
Michelle




10 comments:

Christina said...

Hey Michelle. Didn't tell you this tonight but Luke is going for surgery at the end of the month for a growth in his ear. It is called a cholesteatoma. It is not cancerous but the growth acts like a tumor and is very invasive. The rate of recurrence after surgery is very high. His surgery was supposed to be last Thursday but because of a problem with his blood work, it was put off for another month. Which means that is is growing bigger, getting more invasive and recurrence rate is higher. His summer is blown. So is mine. Maybe we should all hang out, recover and laugh together :-)

Anonymous said...

Did I ever tell you how incredible you are? Thank you for all the support you gave to me and all the support you give all your other friends.
All my love and prayers...and Sorry but you're getting hugs- i'll let the kisses go (I read the germ blog!)
love, meredith

Elsa D. said...

Michelle, I just found out you are having surgery... this week I also found out that I'll have mine on the 17th... too bed we can't be roommates <3
Talk to you tomorrow.
Love Elsa

Elsa D. said...

;) too bad...to bed hihihi
I am thinking of hospital beds.
Good Luck

Erin said...

Michelle,
Just read part of your story which I found through Elsa's blog. I'll be praying for you on the 12th.
~Erin

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Kathy said...

Hey Michelle,
I am praying for a successful, sarcoma butt kicking surgery tomorrow. Big Hugs!!

Kathy

Meredith said...

All my love and prayers are with you for tomorrow pretty girl! Go kick some sarcoma butt! BIG, BIG HUGS to you! Love, Meredith

PS - I actually watched the "Last Lecture" online a few weeks ago...it's really good.

Anonymous said...

Just wanted to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you. Can't imagine what you are going through. Be strong and always smile.

Elsa D. said...

Dear Michelle, tell us how you are doing as soon as you can. Hugs
Elsa