tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4409756465500155346.post83198207009476459..comments2023-07-08T08:57:24.573-07:00Comments on Michelle's Blog: What a day!Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02992829768053983637noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4409756465500155346.post-4737721024210419222011-08-01T09:12:24.694-07:002011-08-01T09:12:24.694-07:00I'm so glad to hear that you've found this...I'm so glad to hear that you've found this wonderful support group. Don't beat yourself up for being bummed out...you have a right to feel that way sometimes...especially after all that you are going through right now. <br /><br />Hope to see you again soon.. xoxo.(((((BIG HUGS))))) <br />PamAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4409756465500155346.post-69188967765214732492011-07-27T01:06:00.605-07:002011-07-27T01:06:00.605-07:00All my love and admiration.
l.All my love and admiration.<br /><br /><br />l.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4409756465500155346.post-71773123954665781832011-07-26T21:22:01.162-07:002011-07-26T21:22:01.162-07:00I love you. Love you love you love you. I want you...I love you. Love you love you love you. I want you to be well and I hate cancer. Hate it hate it hate it. I wish words could make it go away. I lve you.<br />Jess-JessAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4409756465500155346.post-84932121731384200892011-07-26T08:34:34.499-07:002011-07-26T08:34:34.499-07:00So sorry you're having a rough time.
I know s...So sorry you're having a rough time.<br /><br />I know sort of how that can be. Sometimes I don't quite realize how low I've sunk . . . emotionally and physically, because I'm so focused on just trying to get from one thing to the next thing to the next thing . . . and then it hits me: "Wow, I feel like total crap and am way deep in the dumpster."<br /><br />And then I gotta try to figure out some way to pull myself out of it.<br /><br />It is strange how hard it is, impossible really, for me to keep my head always wrapped around the idea that "I've got cancer." Sometimes it's really nice to forget for a while . . . but then when I remember that, "yes, I do have cancer," the memory comes as another little shock, and I have to readjust my thinking all over again.<br /><br />So I try to forget "a little" sometimes, but don't want to forget <b>completely</b>, because I'm afraid of what it would feel like to remember after forgetting. Does that make any sense?<br /><br />Well, it seems like it's a constant process of having to re-adjust, physically and emotionally. We are like emotional acrobats, flying high, spinning, whirling, changing directions all the time, and doing it all without a safety net! Actually, our friends and loved ones are the safety net that catches us when we slip.<br /><br />Thank heavens for them!The Astonishing FartManhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01979814835615698427noreply@blogger.com